Post by Swith on Jan 19, 2016 15:05:25 GMT -4
NOMINATION 3: Erde
Nominated by: Stormwrath
Notes by Stormwrath: "[writer's] post actually made me cry, and that may probably be the only post I have ever read in NS so far that made me shed tears. Even though the character was actually saying that just to fit the sad mood that was brought on, the things that she said made me think that she was genuine about her feelings."
Erde saw the look in Adelaide's eyes as she stared at the bottle, and then saw the draining color which left her face. She could feel the sudden shift in her posture, saw the slight tremors in her hand and then watched her fall... To her own surprise she instinctively reached out with her hands and caught Adelaide gently or at least she hoped it was gentle.
But the reality was that the sudden shift in balance made her almost fall taking the weakened Adelaide with her. Out only a instant later she shifted her weight and held Adelaide carefully warping a arm below her armpit. Her ears were twitching as she listened whole heartedly to the received words however as her eyes looked gently at Adelaide's face and the tears that she knew were about the breach the surface soon.
She didn't realize when Adelaide had managed to shift the bottle back into her free hand but there it was, so for the moment she absently placed it away.
"I'm fine,"
"Bull, someone who almost collapse's is not fine! you idiot" erde thought in her mind, but she would never speak such words to Adelaide. However her next made Erde swallow hard as she nodded herself weakly in silent affirmation.
"Erde, you knew that I was once a thief, right? It was my fault that I was almost killed by the humans I stole from."
She looked even weaker and silently, it made Erde's little sadistic side lightly tingle...
"It was never their fault at all… I-I… I should've been the one regretting."
But such small personality twist was instantly blown away as the tear finally broke the surface and rolled gently down her cheek.
"If-if I hadn't stolen from them, I wouldn't have been nearly beaten to death that day."
Erde froze for a moment and then softened making a small sigh and speaking her eyes looking directly to Adelaide as she carefully readjusted and then carefully sat them both onto the ground. With her unfree arm she gently gripped further onto Adelaide and brought her closer while carefully shifting her own weight, then leaned in and kissed the tear away before gently holding Adelaide's chin and snuck one from her lips.
As she pulled back lightly then licking a portion of her lips with a mischievous smile, she quickly made a serious expression and then spoke.
"Stop that... Adelly... those days weren't your fault... you did what you had to survive. I know that you did it to save your friend.
Although that doesn't change the fact your method's were wrong... but your heart was in the right place...
You are strong Adelly... Far stronger then I could ever be...and that's what I love so much about you.
Your honesty, your strength, your ability to make a decision even when the cards are stacked, the way your heart is always caring for others...
Born into struggle but not blackened by it, you crawled your way out of the gutter to stand on your own two feet. It may not have been pretty but your experience carved you into who you were meant to be.
If you were to compare yourself to me... "
Erde stopped... she fell painfully silent and looked away uncomfortably, but for some reason she felt something flowing out. She couldn't understand it... but of course that was only natural after all how could she ever hear the screaming and suffering of her own heart... she would never notice the tears pouring out of her eyes from pain or the feelings of guilt that should take place after every kill, but she was devoid of so many emotions that the entire world seemed numb save for a select few individuals.
"I don't have any honesty, I lie and cheat, kill at my own leisure while taking pleasure in the suffering... A heart to give so easily to others, I don't think I have such a warmth within me anymore. I don't have the strength to trust my back to anyone...
And even though I was born into a loving family, I threw it all away after a single experience and became blinded by hatred for those who hurt me.
I allowed myself to be tainted until my morality was so warped that even if my own parents passed me they wouldn't recognize me anymore...
Your everything I know I can't be... "
And then Erde broke completely as tears suddenly overflowed, quickly instinctively she withdrew her arms away from Adelaide and then cradled her hand's onto her head... but she couldn't understand why, but quickly she started rocking while sobbing, as pain assaulted her, she quickly shut her eyes wanting to avoid the distorted scenery. but her voice kept going rambling words until the finally became incoherent with her painful sobbing.
"It's not fair... it's not fair... Why did this world have to do this to us... to so many like us... I didn't want to be a monster who only knows how to kill... but its all I can do now is tear out a person's throat... how do I go back... Back to that innocence... how do I live with the countless amounts of people I've killed Adelly..."
Nominated by: Stormwrath
Notes by Stormwrath: "[writer's] post actually made me cry, and that may probably be the only post I have ever read in NS so far that made me shed tears. Even though the character was actually saying that just to fit the sad mood that was brought on, the things that she said made me think that she was genuine about her feelings."
ENTRY BEST HEARTWARMING OR TEAR-JERKER SINGLE POST
Erde saw the look in Adelaide's eyes as she stared at the bottle, and then saw the draining color which left her face. She could feel the sudden shift in her posture, saw the slight tremors in her hand and then watched her fall... To her own surprise she instinctively reached out with her hands and caught Adelaide gently or at least she hoped it was gentle.
But the reality was that the sudden shift in balance made her almost fall taking the weakened Adelaide with her. Out only a instant later she shifted her weight and held Adelaide carefully warping a arm below her armpit. Her ears were twitching as she listened whole heartedly to the received words however as her eyes looked gently at Adelaide's face and the tears that she knew were about the breach the surface soon.
She didn't realize when Adelaide had managed to shift the bottle back into her free hand but there it was, so for the moment she absently placed it away.
"I'm fine,"
"Bull, someone who almost collapse's is not fine! you idiot" erde thought in her mind, but she would never speak such words to Adelaide. However her next made Erde swallow hard as she nodded herself weakly in silent affirmation.
"Erde, you knew that I was once a thief, right? It was my fault that I was almost killed by the humans I stole from."
She looked even weaker and silently, it made Erde's little sadistic side lightly tingle...
"It was never their fault at all… I-I… I should've been the one regretting."
But such small personality twist was instantly blown away as the tear finally broke the surface and rolled gently down her cheek.
"If-if I hadn't stolen from them, I wouldn't have been nearly beaten to death that day."
Erde froze for a moment and then softened making a small sigh and speaking her eyes looking directly to Adelaide as she carefully readjusted and then carefully sat them both onto the ground. With her unfree arm she gently gripped further onto Adelaide and brought her closer while carefully shifting her own weight, then leaned in and kissed the tear away before gently holding Adelaide's chin and snuck one from her lips.
As she pulled back lightly then licking a portion of her lips with a mischievous smile, she quickly made a serious expression and then spoke.
"Stop that... Adelly... those days weren't your fault... you did what you had to survive. I know that you did it to save your friend.
Although that doesn't change the fact your method's were wrong... but your heart was in the right place...
You are strong Adelly... Far stronger then I could ever be...and that's what I love so much about you.
Your honesty, your strength, your ability to make a decision even when the cards are stacked, the way your heart is always caring for others...
Born into struggle but not blackened by it, you crawled your way out of the gutter to stand on your own two feet. It may not have been pretty but your experience carved you into who you were meant to be.
If you were to compare yourself to me... "
Erde stopped... she fell painfully silent and looked away uncomfortably, but for some reason she felt something flowing out. She couldn't understand it... but of course that was only natural after all how could she ever hear the screaming and suffering of her own heart... she would never notice the tears pouring out of her eyes from pain or the feelings of guilt that should take place after every kill, but she was devoid of so many emotions that the entire world seemed numb save for a select few individuals.
"I don't have any honesty, I lie and cheat, kill at my own leisure while taking pleasure in the suffering... A heart to give so easily to others, I don't think I have such a warmth within me anymore. I don't have the strength to trust my back to anyone...
And even though I was born into a loving family, I threw it all away after a single experience and became blinded by hatred for those who hurt me.
I allowed myself to be tainted until my morality was so warped that even if my own parents passed me they wouldn't recognize me anymore...
Your everything I know I can't be... "
And then Erde broke completely as tears suddenly overflowed, quickly instinctively she withdrew her arms away from Adelaide and then cradled her hand's onto her head... but she couldn't understand why, but quickly she started rocking while sobbing, as pain assaulted her, she quickly shut her eyes wanting to avoid the distorted scenery. but her voice kept going rambling words until the finally became incoherent with her painful sobbing.
"It's not fair... it's not fair... Why did this world have to do this to us... to so many like us... I didn't want to be a monster who only knows how to kill... but its all I can do now is tear out a person's throat... how do I go back... Back to that innocence... how do I live with the countless amounts of people I've killed Adelly..."